My fitness transformation

I know it is not one of the most spectacular transformations. But it is also a mind transformation. I never been very fat. When I was a teenager my weight was between 40-43 kg. I moved to another country 9 years ago. Then my weight went up to 53kg. I was so unhappy. Feeling fat, ugly. Then again went down to 43kg. I'm still wondering how I could live like this, I could even don't eat anything for few days. Usually had 1 meal a day. No breakfast. Oh my god... After I started exercising I gone up to 47kg and was maintaining this weight up to bulking period at the beginning of this year where I went up to my ever highest life weight 53 kg again. But was looking much different than few years ago with the same weight. Now my weight is changing due to competitions. To be honest last time I weight in I was 49kg, and I don't feel fat at all. I eat a lot. Can't imagine life without food. So only one thing coming to my mind... Gainzzzz 💅🏼🙆🏻 From fat-skinny ( november 2013) to fitness-bikini ( may 2015)